soledad's Cancer Blog
May 15, 2008
| TO RACHEL | Views: 110 |
.Rachel i want you to know iam praying for your mom and speciality for you cause you are going have to be strong for the both of you when i got sick my daughter was my supporter and i was so scare that wanted to give up and now i know how hard it was for her cause she had to help me go first throug my fear i was so scare to what i was going to go throug and wondering if it was going to work was i going to make it and she help me to deal whit my fear and make me angry at the ugly disease and not to let it keep me from seeing my grand kids grow up and miss all the important things in ther life and u know just having her there holding my hand telling me how much she love me and need me give me the strength to keep going it was not easy sometimes i just wanted for her to leave me along and seeing her so strong and determent to give me a good fight when i wanted to trough in the towel and u know after 8 treatments of chemo and 35 radiation treatments on the last day of my radiation treatment she hug me and stared to cry so hard and told me how scare she had been to lose me .
and i know GOD IS GOING TO HELP YOU and give you the strength to help your mom and you are all ready helping her by being there and letting her know how much you love her
GOD BLESST YOU and my prayers are whit you



06.22.08 -
Hey soledad,, read your comments to Rachel,, but it is not only for her. Anyone who reads what you wrote will really be touched and it should also help to give them strenght.. Cancer can sure hurt alot of people, but also it brings one around to also realize just how strong one can be if the believe in God.. There comes a strenght that comes over a person in a special way,, yes I believe that we at one time or another will get angry with God if not for this desease then for another or whatever,, but one thing that we all learned is that we cannot do anything alone..
And that is why we so oftem pray for people, and the power of prayer is so powerful that it brings all of us to new heights. With that also comes acceptance, big word with a lot of meaning.. Think about what that word truly means, “Acceptance” because it may have a different meaning in each of our lives,, one thing is for sure, acceptance removes alot of burdon from one’s shoulder,, mind you that you still have to go through whatever the problem is but it sure make it alot easier.
You went through a lot as many of us have and yet you have the time to take for “someone else”
God will reward you “soledad” for comforting someone at this time… for when you do it for one, you have also done to me.
All I can say is thanks Ray
wow, really thanks for your comforting words. you really made me feel better. i am so thankful that we have this site where other people know your emotions, and what you’ve been through to relate. All i can say is i’m not ever gonna leave her side and im gonna FIGHT till the end! thank you so much for your support and prayers. you are in mine as well. hope to talk with you soon! xox
After reading your post, showed just how strong we can be for ourselves and others, when things happen to good people.
God Bless all of you who support this Web-site.
Sherri